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Monday, May 07, 2007

thinking of going back to the past

okay...i really have no idea what i'm gonna blog today, but i juz felt so much like going back to the pass --> back to Secondary Sch, Junior College and High Sch. Where all i wanted was to study hard and score well to proceed to a step nearer to my dream-->Veterinary Science in uni. But now when i really am enrolled into my dream course, i seems to be drifting apart from what i've always wanted. The corse is freaking difficult tt i am loosing all means of interest in studying. Instead, i'm starting to look back into the past where life then was filled with fun, laughter, joy, excitement, shyness, confidence. All those experiences in camps, shopping, dating, dancing, running,walking ard sch, having PE lessons, CCAs etc. i spent with my school mates . We used to eat together, "chop"seats for one another, buy drinks together, dancing together, and of course SHOPPING TOGETHER!!! life was really innocent and nieve then where the world around me was so sheltered and pure. With the love from my family and friends, i was over protected from the true world and what it meant to live alone abroad. Currently, facing the reality of life, i have to do almost everything alone, without my parents being here to drive me around, maid to cook,clean and wash my stuff, and comfortable king size bed to sleep on everyday. Being abroad alone in a way is quite fun, however with all these work load i am having from school, test, assignment essays and exams, geesh, i really dread going to school. Why does my course have to torture me and my pathetic FEW BRAIN CELLS!!! WHY !!! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DO THIS TO ME????? man, animals in the world, i really hope tt i will graduate as a Veterinary Sergeon one day, but i do require lots of motivation and less stuff to study! so please don't get INFECTED WITH SO MANY DISEASES! OR ELSE I HAVE EVEN more to learn... hahahah ok i should stop now, making noises in the lib. from this key-board! man, uni lib is so sucky! i LOVE YOU GUYS!!! my family and friends. =)

# posted by Jade at 8:38 PM

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